Monday, September 24, 2012

bliss when I die...

Could this life be anymore cruel? What just so happen to be the best night of my young high school life, ended so fast and vigirously...Sometimes, I wish I could give up forever. I guess it gets harder to find someone to who actually wants a lasting relationsip the higher I get up in the grades..... High school is supposed to be fun, and like a dream as it passes by in the speed of the streaming hours of the night. I wish, not heartlessly, I could give all of the memories, words, items, love backa nd forget about all this. What I was wishing to become, only turned to blow up in my face. I may seem happy to you but the truth is, I can't stand the thought of reading our texts before the message you sent to show it wasn't going to last. Only several hours before that you said we were together.... I was happy, and now i'm crushed and brused and the happiness and friskiness between us has crashed and burned...Since that first kiss the morning you proved how beautiful you claim I am......
Don't forget...you said...."I love you".....
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