DAMAGE!

Get away, get away, get away from me! You'll never amount to SHIT!
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I want to throw it all away. Get the hell out of here and leave forever. Forgetting about what was and what could have been. You and your words....The feelings that vibrated between us. I'll never forget. Sad thing is, It's been over a year and I've just now gotten over the guy that took my virginity and left me to collect my shit all alone. The happiness of my life had left me completely that day. Slipped away and has never come back....
Until....but, I wont get into that, I'm only going to kill myself more inside with talking about him.
But, I can't help it. Words that were so casually thrown around circle inside my head like a bird with a broken wing. Only able to go in one direction which leads it to continue in a circle!
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I've only just realized that I cut myself because of you. It hurts but every time I suck up the pain and push it  little harder. Slicing a little slower. Savoring the pain so maybe I'll never forget the pain I'm putting myself through because of you. Can this get anymore sadistic?!
I want you to see how much i'm putting myself through but I see that you don't even give it any thought.
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Can you even show the pain you feel to know that I'm cutting over you?!
The pain that shoots through your veins when I stand there, desperate and lonely.?!
You couldn't even try and make it work! You gave up! on me! Do you think i'm so alike with other girls that
you can't even give me a try?! a chance?! To prove that I can become so much!
</3 I'm gonna give up.Don't be surprised at how little I feel towards what I say to you...Because you're making me this way.....Awful and dispiteful....This is me for you.......


~Cut off your hands, there's no escaping!~