I just don't know why I like you....I dropped everyone and now that I have you near its like I have to have you know. Ever since you kissed me the other day and it felt like there was something there... I keeps bugging me since that day at lunch... Standing in the hall as the bell rang and you went down and I stretched up and your lips met. You said you expected a peck on the lips and I was expecting the same but as our lips met it was like something exploded inside of us and we began to kiss more and I felt it. Please don't lie and say you didn't feel it to. I just wish you would be with me. There is real potential there and I'm not like other girls. I don't screw guys over, cheat or love when I don't believe I feel it. I don't lead people on or break hearts.....That's probably whats wrong with me, One thing comes up and I'm the one to get hurt. Crying when it ends and wishing it hadn't ended for months. Grieving in my love sick heart, lonely and depressed. You're just so perfect for me. Random just like me, long hair just like i love, tall just like i love it, funny and never get boring Ora that vibes onto me every second your around me. I just don't know how to tell you that because the world isn't always going to go my way and I hate that sometimes because some day, soon if we got the chance to be together, we would fall madly for each other and last for awhile. I want something special for once. Not being used for the body I've been cursed with as the non existent god has punished me. You're just so perfect for me and i cant get over it but you have to be strung up on your ex girlfriend......If she was that special then you shouldn't have let her go. I want you but I guess i don't deserve your existence in my arms, life, world.....Can this week get any worse.......Nothing matters when your in a relationship, all the worries of the world can disappear as long as you know you're safe with one another......I wish I had a chance....
~Kristy <3 Phillips
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