This may be the best night of my life! (: Even though I know he's gonna be reading this. I don't think he understands that just because I'm older I don't have good moments. Most the time, i'm used and abused and then left for the dead. It's been like that for awhile, I've gotten so used to the way that people treat me that now that he says something, I do deserve better <3 He sound protective but gives personal space at the same time. It's like a dream-come-true that I am still dreaming about and this time I can take control of it!
It's crazy how such simple of actions can drive me toward happiness.
Emily Dickenson once said: to find happiness you have to go through pain.
The pain of seeing the guy i was in love with for 4 years become one with a different girl, I let go and it hurt so much. But since I let go, I found happiness in someone elses eyes. <3
Crazy right, but i've been through enough shit to not find happiness now.
All the using and tears. then cutting and bleeding. hiding and dying... It was all worth this day, night, moment, year, life
<3 Maybe pain and sadness isnt as bad as it seems to be.
Love me if you feel it.
Cry for me if the tears come.
Die for me if the blade digs too dead.
Smile for me when you feel me in your body <3
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