Could it be? Can it be true with all the time I've had to talk and think about such a wonder I'm just now getting the thoughts that this could be true? Can I actually make someone fall in love with me? My not-so-secretive-lifestyle. Where everyone knows everything and everyone in my love or non-love life? Is it actually a possibility to become that?
When it first became a possibility it was the beginning for school. pretty much anything is possible because nobody know anybody. Strangers surround you as you try and find your place. Especially as a freshmen like he, it can get pretty rough. I wish I could go back and rewind the past to take back the kiss and me ever liking you, so I wouldn't feel the pain of a thousand bullets slice through me as I continually see and and realize that I'll most likely never have anything to do with you because you're being held back with the thought of your ex girlfriend and not wanting a relationship.
Does this shit always have to happen to me?! *tear*
Now, even though I play the try-and-get-me-if-you-can game you don't seem very interested in what I have to offer. I gave up on the guy I was in love with for 4 years so I could try and move on and now that I have I get hung up on a freshmen who doesnt even want me. Wow, this feels familiar but without the "older dude" part. You're only 14 and I'm about to turn 16. You pointed that out to be a problem but I don't see my uncle having a problem with younger girls.
What, I'm trying to understand is wether you are just leading me on or want something with me, but not right now..... I wish I knew...
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