Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Not knowing what to do anymore... :/

It's like I've pretty much forgot how to forget people, things, words, actions...... I want to throw you all away and let the new in but I was never good with letting go! It's like you don't want me to forget all that you put me through since the second we got into the rough patch in our relationship over a year ago. Why is t such a hobby to make me sad and ready to slit my wrists at the blink of your eye?! I just want to be happy without you and you won't let me live on because you have no one else to torture! I was the only girl that got hung up on you and you're hanging me clueless love over my head like I'm some sort of animal! Let me go!!!
Can't you see that you are the only one enjoying this pain? Telling me that your new girlfriend will break my jaw if I touch you. You can't fool everyone. The world knows that you're just a lying asshole who has no life but to look like a ignorant jerk and try and fuck every girl you see. I cried over you so many times that now that I have no more tears for your pathetic life of a lie. You only got to me by the way you treated me and guess what. You aren't the only guy that can charm a girl then leave after taking her inncence....I've been through hell and back so many times that you hanging around and trying to make me mad wont work anymore. I only talk to you so I can remember how much I hate the fact you're always around me right when you know I like someone else. You seem to dwell on the fact that I'm over and you think that you being around will keep me from moving on.....Well, guess what Gage.... Kiss my ass! <3 I loved you....But now all tha is over and your the only one that still remembers it (:

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