Sunday, September 23, 2012

Step back...

Step back into the past, erase what has happened. Take back the feelings, along with the love. Like a record thats been scratched, i'll keep feeling the sting, the indent. the cut. Reliving the nightmare I just got myself into.
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Things for me never last long. I always end up waking up from a great dream. Dreams never work in my favor anymore. Seems so good and true til the light shines in and ruins it all. The minds of humans always keep ourselfs for pure happiness.
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I feel like the thought of blood would help but should I give the devil that sadifaction of getting to me?
Let my depression take over my mind and win?
Scar myself over such a repeat in history?
My past is never going to let go, it feels like a leech....I can't shake it off.
The world to be going in my favor but it pulled it away as soon as I tried to grab for it....
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