Like rope in the mud. Like blades in the blood. Like Teeth in the skin.. And Bodies in the ground.
I feel like I've never felt before. Wanted and Loves and not that feeling that lingers in the beginning of a relationship that you pray and pray and pray that it wont end and in a month it does. I don't feel it. It doesnt possess me anymore. Like it left when I left Brian alone....He always kept me from being with anyone for long. Tempting me with the thought of being loved my him, but only feel that "love" for a few hours then no call or interaction for god-who-knows-how-long! Like a weight has been taken off my back, just in time for someone to help me straighten my life up <3 It's like I've been waiting for so long and he wasnt that far behind.
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I feel like I'm gonna be that girl that gets annoying or too-close and suffocate him.
I keep my distance and let the love flow.
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When our lips touch, I feel something, deep inside me. Like wings of a butterfly...flittering up me..and when we tear apart its like i was dreaming it all and I can't wait to feel it again and again and again....Like an addiction to a drug...and he's what I'm taking. What i'm taking, what I'm getting high off of.
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I want to wait and see how this will progress. See how fate takes us. I sound like I'm getting carried away with myself but this time, this time right here and now, I want it to last and blossem, Like a spring flower in the early minutes of the morning <3 <3 <3
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