Cut off your hands!

"You think I've had enough?"

Haha, you're terribly wrong (:  There isn't anything in this world that can make me quit something that I love so much...Even if it means that you can't be happy. I told you the truth about how I actually did feel. And you were pleading that you cared and loved and couldn't live without me! If you can't live without me. then WHY AREN'T YOU DEAD YET?! I'd like to see you try and be with me again.....The future holds nothing of us. No sign of us being "in love".....There's no way that we will ever be.

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Then, comes along sweet and "newly remade" Jeffrey Hubbard.  ha! I sailed that ship once before and you broke my heart and didnt even stumble over it. Never looked back one time to see if I was fine with all the damage I was thrown against! I took another trip with that boy, and as I thought, you never changed.... I don't care what you say, every guy has tried that card on me....."Oh,that was forever ago. I've changed, I promise".... We went on a date and as I suspected....You tried, just like all the rest, yet failed to get into my pants.... As I pushed away I knew it was a good choice. For once I knew I was doing the right thing. I thought about my mom, my step father's trust and all the shit I have been through with guys and how much I let them use me then throw me away...And this time I chose not to let it happen. I chose to say no, and not let you get to me because I wanted to make you happy.......I'm more independent now than i have ever been <3 Thank you Womanhood!!