Worst mistake you'll ever make!

I think sometimes that I hold on too tight and never want to  let go because people who don't mean alot capture the most of me. I was an ass to you and your pushing away. Then I try and not talk to you or agknowledge your being and you think im mad at you... You showed me how stupid I am about you. How I shouldn't be hung up on a freshmen that doesn't care about me or want me. It's obvious I was just too lonely to acknowledge that you aren't what I'm looking for. You say you can't do a relationship but what you're really saying is that you don't want one with me. As much as I wanted us to work you tried not to hurt me with the harsh truth.... Well, it's settled in and I promise the mistake of you wanting me will never fall into place and you can coninue with whatever you have going on. As much as I wanted that something to be me, I can live without you. I lived before I met you and i can live again without you.