How could you??

It was August 4th, 2011. You took my innocence and I never got a "sorry" or "I love you" I got a 3 week supply of false love and cheating. Didn't you ever wonder how it would effect me? Never looked back to see if I could handle the shit you through on me. Or the love I once had for you. You never did love me. I was just another piece of ass that you never bragged about. I cried and couldn't get over you until a over a year later and I was stupid enough to think you would think of me on the day you stole my virginity. And as I stand today you will be my first love but my first and last. I don't wanna fall so hard and fast again and lose something that ment so much to me. I gave it away so fast without thinking about how much it ment to me. I was scared, more like terrified, of being In love. You sweet talked me and told me it would be making love for the first time and still to this day I won't ever say it was a regret. Because deep down in my heart I feel it was a new beginning for me. And one day you'll realize that I ment so much to you.....you'll wonder what I did with my life. Why you ever said such hurtful things and made my life a living hell with all your insults and criticism. </3 I loved you Gage. It was a stupid thing to do..... *-*