It was all good. I was happy, he was home. After three weeks of being gone and then a week into his absence he broke his ankle...I feel terrible, but it was nice that he had to stay out for three weeks, I should never feel like that since we're friends again..But ever since awhile ago, I just feel like evrything is broken....Like nothing can be fixed.. What's wrong with me? Did I do something..?
Was it something I said? Did he feel us fall apart? Instead of fixing it I guess I just let it run and crash....It tears me apart..I don't know how to fix it...Like a broken egg from a mockingbirds nest. It never did anything to the world, yet mother nature thrust her winds upon it and killed it. All the hard work the mother did into bering it and then birthing the egg, and all for mother nature to feel like it wasn't worth all the wait and time..To just kill it and get it over with..Like usual, I'm always the one to feel horrible about me and my step fathers broken relationship..The world has never felt so cruel to me. I know It's probably been worse and I just can't remember it but, really??
I need some answers?
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