Joshua

I really love this kid. Today us our three weeks and it's been great. we both have lines that accidentally get crossed. But even through that we end up being sorry and saying we don't want to lose each other. It's nice to have. And I'm exited to see what happens with us. How long will we last? Will this spark live on forever in us? Well out never get old? I just hope he's the one to spend awhile of my lonely high school girl life. It's hard without friends and when I'm scared to talk about anything, scared i might hit the wrong button and argue. Josh doesn't seem to carte about the fighting even though he's the one who starts it. Like it's normal to him. ItWears me out and i get so tired...but yes, through it all i love him. He's my everything and more c: i don't ever want to lose him. He makes me feel good like a princess again <3