I kind of want to tell you guys my dream, I feel like I may have a problem or maybe just some werid unconsious way of thinking...Maybe you guys can tell me what it means or what you think it could mean? Alright, well, here goes nothing!
I was in a modern neighborhood, but nice looking and nice taken care of trailers. Not drug dealers kind of neighborhood. Anyways, I was driving, and this is from the point that I remember, and I was supposed to be finding someone I didn't even know or seen! I was driving a pick up truck, I was very reckless, In like a serious rush! I was turning circles in the mud, almost rolling the truck over. But, for some reason, as soon as it was about to flip and start rolling, it would stop and I would be so relieved and I would just brush it off and continue.....But, no matter what happened, I was still in such a big rush and i forgot about everything once it happened....So, I ended up getting mad, from having to drive around the same neighborhood for almost the whole afternoon, and I drove the truck into a house! (Don't question or stop reading this yet!) So, I ran into a house, guessing I knew these people, and I ran up the stairs and right to a guy. He handed me two sharp almost butcher knives and told me to run! But, as I was running he told me to continuiously stab myself in the gut....And, not to stop, never....So, I started to run down the stairs and down the dirt path from their house, and down the road. Stabbing my stomach every few seconds. I could feel it too! So, it's like it was all real....
Then, I stopped running because I was puzzled at why i was running from nothing...Then, with some anger in my mind, I pulled up my shirt sleeves, and started to slit my wrists. I didn't even feel it like i did with the stabbing....I was slitting so it would bleed uncontrolibly, but to where i could see every individual cut....
I woke up.........
~~~~~~~~~If ANYONE that reads this has ANY thoughts or maybe a REASON why I would dream about this....PLEASE comment <3
Information: Yes, I was a cutter, I have Depression, Anxiety and Night Terrors to the MAX!
Thank you Loving Readers/Bloggers!! <33333
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