I don't know what's wrong with me recently.
The past floods my mind like a sea, and as the waves come crashing over me i dread that aftermath...
It's like I'm living two different lives, but they're secluded in my head...
They only rarely come out to have a look at what I really should be worried about.
I think they're trying to break me down.
Burn me.
Letting the ashes fly in the air.
As they land on others and slowly spread like wild fire.
But, the thing is, nobody is close enough to catch the sparks.
And as I'm set aflame, I dance around trying to put it out and everyone runs in opposite directions.
No help is given.
No water on my flames.
Just the breeze that catches the flames and sets me aroaring more.
The bigger the flame, the more I can't here myself think.
I'm sorting it all out but as i do that more things come into my head.
Like as soon as i clear out one patch of the fire, another reason attaches itself and catches.
I just want to jump in a pool of water and let it die.
but if i do that, so do i.
I just have no idea how to let the flame die without it taking me with it.
Somebody help me.
~KristyLeigh
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