Everything happens for a reason, right?
But this thing didn't have a real meaning.
You went and did it because life got hard.
And it isn't going to always be easy.
Hard decisions come and when they do, the best thing to do is to take time thinking about what the out come will bring.
But you, well you didn't think anything through.
You ran and hid...Thinking everything would fix itself.
But baby, it wont.
And when you said those words, my heart sank.
Tears fell and my mind went dead.
After the first time, i took my precautions.
I locked away the thing that you hurt the most.
And now, whatever we are, its like I'm being tied up and drug along.
Can you dump me somewhere I can be cared for?
Somewhere to heal these broken feelings.
You crushed my heart, soul and future.
I opened up and fell in love because you made it possible to believe it.
The future seemed so certain and possible.
I want it back.
I want us back.
I want my life back.
I want my self back.
Back to the way it was when we fell in love.
Back to our first kiss and how everything was.
I never wanted it to be this way and I know now it isn't my fault.
You ran from me and now my heart is running from you.
And as the days pass as you don't talk to me, it gets farther and farther away.
Your voice brings it back.
Your touch holds it still.
Your love brings it closer and closer to you....
I just want what we used to be...
With everything so calm and with our love in the air.....
Don't let me go, I don't want to be that without you.
