Your silence..
It's like a bullet driving through my mind.
So cold and painful.
What used to be so open and comforting, is now deadly.
We used to talk, like best friends
Now you just sit, staring out like the world has ended in front of your eyes.
Everything used to matter yet you don't seem to show its effects
I can't tell if you are here or somewhere beyond the horizon...
It's scary to see your soul leave this world and glide somewhere it would much rather be.
I watch you as your lifeless body does what it has always done, while the light behind your gaze slowly dies out.
It becomes engulfed in the blackness of your mind.
Your body becomes spiritless but the only thing your mind shows is worry and sadly.
When you pass by, you're like an ora i just can't feel.
What was once such happiness, is now sorrow.
What we had was something nobody else could feel.
You were something nobody has ever seen.
People looked and pointed
It was perfect to me.
Now, I'm just walking alone
With your lifeless body, that nobody even notices
I want it all back...
Every part of what was.
When I think about it, pieces gently disappear.
I need it
What happened to my father?
